Friday, June 25, 2010

My agnostic belief system

I believe that there is a central set of rules to live by no matter what religion or nonreligion you are. If we don't follow these chaos will take over our world. Ok so you know the ten commandments? Yea the ones from the bible or any other religion you can find them in(they're in all religions) yea that Is just a good core set of laws that will help any society get along. Now going from there we can add a few things, in my belief I think we should acknowledge the one who created this world it's not a person it obviously must be extra terrestrial atleast on another plane of existence but we should acknowledge it for what it has done and yes I do believe someone or something must have created s whether it be a mighty being of power or a childs model in a much larger universe. You may ask if I have considered evolution or the big bang an yes I have and it's all reasonable but none of that explains how this all came to b where did the material that exploded in te big bang come from and what created the things that evolved nothing explains it more than creationism and creation by an all powerful being tht we should acknowledge for its beautiful work and should respect for its apparent awesome power. Peace and harmony are woderfulthing and will be reached by a higher outlook on life and a good set of core standards or values to believe in.
As far as the specifics it's hard to say you can't prove the past actually happened you weren't there before you there could have been nothing you'll never know an you'll never know how the world was created an especially how it will end it's too large of a subject to tackle and comprehend. Even if it was created souls are just something of legend we don't know if we really have souls or not and our creator doesn't necessarily have to bring us up to meet him when we die but in most religions the en is depicted as eternal life in a place of our choice depending on our actions on earth. Usually a good place like heaven where u get to meet your creator and a bad place called he'll where u get shunned by your creator because it is ashamed of its work. This has high crediility so I will believe it's some form of that depiction though you will never prove it until you die. No one on this earth can be trusted or is credible, apparently including every religion that isn't yours, you are free to believe what you want not accounting for government policies atleast and you can believe whatever people tell you but in the en it won't matter cuz were all going to the same place in my opinion eternity in others an uneventful rotting in the grave. Either way don't dwell in the past or worry abt the future just enjoy your time in the present and may the force be with you.
Sincerely,
a fervent believer in the believable
goodnight
PS. I'm not an oprahtologist just makin sure u understand that I ain't crazy which also excludes mormons an scientology but besides all of that crazy stuff I believe in what is known and I will stick to that because it will always be true.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Rise from the grave
It eats at your brain 
It rots into your soul
There's no way to escape
It's enticing hold

Or so we thought
As common sense
Until one day
They found a way
To stop the decay

As they headed for the light
They turned back in flight
For what they saw
They did not like

Back to life just like that
Back into their bodies they splat

But there was a problem 
And it laid
Right next to the once dead
In their grave

Their brains had already started to slip
Back in their bodies their sense took a dip

They cudnt think straight 
As they rose from the grave
They gave a moan
As their bodies caved

All they could think
Was food and drink

But for some reason
They craved flesh and blood
Instead of the things
They used to love

They seemed crazy to everyone 
They could not speak in words 
Their communication was gone

The people fought against them
With weapons and force
The former dead were dubbed zombies
Their punishment was course

They were shot at and ridiculed
Down to the last zombie
They cudnt survive and went back to the dead

For now they are gone
Not to return
But oneday
They could come back from the urn
I have recently decided that by definition I am a weak agnostic thiest. Now what that means is that I think there is not a way to prove tht there is a god or not but there could b one day and also that while I believe that I also believe that there is a god just not necessarily the god everyone talks abt. I love to study the bible and read into it's specifics but I've found I don't quite believe all ofthos specifics I also just don't like how specific religion can get anyways. I am not religious never really was and so I've decided if I must title my beliefs it would be agnostic thiest. I believe there is a god because I hve felt its presence and it has helped me out every now and then. I find it strange to "love" a diety for it is not a human but a spirit tho I do have great respect for the unnamed diety that we call "god" which is a name stolen from older ancient religions. All the holidays we relate to christianity are false an are as much lies as the symbols we represent them with as fanciful lies to our children such as Santa and the Easter bunny. It is much better to be sure in your beliefs by saying you can't be sure than to have faith in something that seems only stolen from all other ancient religions which had much more zealous followers. That is all I jut thought I should let you know. And one last thing this does not mean I'm athiest athiesm is a stupid hopeless belief that I disagree with fully because it is just as unprovable as any religion plus it would b so discouraging knowing that everyday you are living is for no purpose and when you die you will just sit there and rot that's sad and would b extremely discouraging to me so with that said I'm off.
Sincerely,
the man with the plan
PS. Always remember if you are wrong about there being a god then you lose nothing, but if you are wrong about there not being a god then you lose everything. Yes I still believe in some sort of heaven and some sort of hell since it's mentioned in like every religion ever an hell is not a pleasant place so Ima try to stay out of it.

Friday, June 11, 2010

The Living Dead

One would think
This world couldn't get
any more grim
But things got bad
on a whim

Sanitation was obviously lacking
Lacking in the world we call ours
But no one knew
No one would guess
That things would escalate in a few hours

The disease
we call the common cold
had mutated into
A massive curse

A curse on humanity
A curse on us all

This curse seeped
Into the DNA
Of humans of the world
And humanity was taken away

The only thing left
Could only be described
As dead, cold beings
They weren't even alive

They were like zombies
Like the living dead
They moaned and they crawled
They got in your head

They made everyone
Run and scream in fear
They gave us all
Something to kill

It was time we stood up
For what was ours
Time we destroyed
These dead rotting cowards

Take out your guns,
take out your knives
Bring forth the arsenal
The will meet their demise

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil.
(Breakdown)
Running red
The blood of the living dead

Feeling scared
Of the ones we once cared for

Chasing them down
(Bloody massacre)
Taking back our town
(cursed sepulchre)
What a pity!

Edit: Superpowers

I want to add something I just thought of on the superpowers that wouldn't work.
X-Ray Vision
Interesting thought but if you could see through everything wouldnt it all just become invisible and you would see into infinity? It would be a crazy paradox where you would keep seeing through everything until you don't see anything at all or something I don't really know what would happen but for X Ray vision to work you would have to be able to turn it on or off and It couldn't be a fully powered x-ray view.
Anyways good day.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Ontological Paradox

"Because of the possibility of influencing the past while time traveling, one way of explaining why history does not change is by saying that whatever has happened was meant to happen. A time traveler attempting to alter the past in this model, intentionally or not, would only be fulfilling his role in creating history, not changing it."
I recently watched Donnie Darko again. I highly recommend it and it's a great movie, but I digress. This movie is basically an animated model of the ontological paradox. The passage above explains just a clip of the entire concept named the Novikov self-consistency principle. So you don't fall into an alternate dimension once you change the past but before you change the past it would have been pre determined but a higher power. It has helped me to explain to myself atleast my ideas of time travel. Not to brag, but I basically came up with(realized) the Ontological paradox on my own before I even knew it existed. If you go back and read some of my blogs on my ideals on time travel and parallel universes and the sort and then basically summarize all that you get the Ontological paradox haha so its more or less a proof of my theory or vice versa. Anyways it basically states that there is a paradox when sending something back in time to yourself occurs because then the past you gets to the same point and sends the item back in time again and so on that was a less than impressive explanation but if you would like to read more you can read the whole idea and examples here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ontological_paradox
Yes I know wikipedia o no its the devil. Whatever who would want to input incorrect information into a page as boring as the ontological paradox anyways?
Sincerely,
Alan Cohol
(Just call me Al)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

My OCD

Alright I think it's time I talked about my OCD.
So I am just going to give a few points of how it works against me and how its different from other types of OCD.
First of it's not severe its a mild case it doesn't take over my life but it's there.
One of the things is organizing things. Most people that have OCD have to organize things. It's geometrical and symmetrical as opposed to other types that can be sequential or identical.
Another part of it is that I basically have to complete whatever I'm working on at that point in time or I feel just bleh. I usually stay up late into the night completing things that I've started work on earlier.
Also when I watch numbers change like on an elevator I have to count them, and when I watch a show or a movie with subtitles or captions I have to read them and it usually takes all attention away from the actual images being shown.
One thing that I've grown out of is I used to inspect my food extremely closely and not eat it if it had any tiny flaw in it.
Now my OCD either is what has caused me stress for my entire life or is stress induced. I still haven't figured that out yet.
Anyways interesting look into the world of an OCD'er.
Thank you,
Mr. Satan