What do you mean when you say "I want to settle down."? I ask because i sure as hell don't want to settle down.
I want to settle down. Have a family, move to a nice little neighborhood where the yards houses and fences are all stale and cloned. I want to get a good paying office job so that i can come home from work and sit in front of my nice new 60 inch television and watch sports.
I want to settle down so that I can fall into a routine that at first bothers me because of how uneventful it is and how trapped I feel but then I am able to surrender to as I let my brain go numb. I want to be stuck in this dull lifeless routine for the rest of my life.
Hi, meet the boss and my wife, she's probably cheating on me with him, because she has a twisted view of love and is doing it so that i stay employed. Of course I probably don't notice this since I am more or less a pig in a cage on antibiotics. I have no care or concern for the world other than the fake emotions I put forward to seem "normal". I am slowly becoming an alcoholic, which I also do not notice. I scold my kids for the bad things they've done, or atleast the things that I consider bad. I am in my own little world, trapped, forever to repeat the same day over and over again until one day I die of what doctor's call "old age". I die lonely, I die emotionless, I die a robot.
So again, why is it that you want to settle down like this? I sure as hell never will.
I find this the most horrifying situation for any man. I will make sure I do not fall into such a situation. I would suggest you do the same.
Thank you,
Bob
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